Saturday, July 28, 2012

Trembling Hands

Dear bloggy,

Just like usual, I can't sleep yet. Watching Korean drama online with my new Ah* modem. Then suddenly it stops and so many things come into my head. Like, BUMP! I miss college. I miss radio. I miss being so rude of my own passion. I miss yesterday(s). 


Trembling hands, I'm on my own, throw me a line, afraid that I have come here (again)...

Almost a month since I got here. Dumped my self into this memorable (damn) small city. Yesterday I got my bus ticket to come back to my hometown on next 10 August. Tonight, am a little bit scared of being interrogated as soon as I come back by my parents. About, what have I done for a one-month-Jogja's. Well, actually I don't have so many answers to explain to them. I haven't (or didn't) apply for any kind of job since two weeks ago. Right now am still fighting with my self. Yes sir. I have to combat this 26-years-old-girl. I can't promise my mom and dad except that I wash my clothes by my self. I mop the floor oftentimes. I wake up in the morning (even in the very beginning, I fin my self for 5000 IDR if I over sleep). I keep my room neat. I even watering the flower in the pots, saving them from death. While, maybe, am on my own to my death. Hahaha.

Not that scary, actually
:p

Mucho <3